The Ends of Being and Ideal Grace

I'm so tired. Exhausted. Spent. Slumped.

All I really need is sleep but like lemon to a gaping wound, my issues keep me awake.
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"You always want what you can't have." "Be careful what you wish for, you might just get it."


Edi ako na nga ang sinapian ni Bitter Ocampo. 


Is the universe truly unfair or are we just spoiled brats who are never contented with its ways?
Are you truly undesirable or is it just not yet your time to shine?
Are you destined to remain single for the rest of your life or are you just not emotionally ready for commitment?
Are the people around you lazy bums or does this mean that they trust you completely?
What does it mean to be a leader? What does it mean to be in the inner circle of power?
If your feelings and thoughts transcend the boundaries of space and time, is it really true love?
Is there anything more foolish (or selfish) than falling for someone happy with another?
Does he not have cough medicine at home? Does his girlfriend even care? Why do I have to ask?

It's hard to think and write about universally encompassing truths. There's always something wrong. There is always something you don't believe in. There is something that does not apply. Cases exist. Sometimes all you need is common sense. And sometimes your intuition is no use.

Just imagine like a hundred or so questions like that running through my head lately. Plus Quantum Mechanics.

I am consciously losing consciousness. Bit by bit, I submit to my weary bones. My questions never cease. Tomorrow is a new day.