The Ends of Being and Ideal Grace

So yeah, I'm thinking of getting a new jersey! (I still have to pretend that I know how to play ultimate frisbee to get it. XD) Despite being a self-loving bitch, I think that the most important thing in a jersey, aside from the names at the front and back, is the number. The jersey number says a lot about the player so as a rule, that number should mean something for the player. It is also essential that you have a jersey number that is permanent for all your jerseys because that would make your jersey collection a little bit more awesome. You should also think of an equally awesome replacement number in case someone else beats you to your first number. So here I am, wasting time that should be for sleeping, making this list of numbers that I can put on my next jerseys :)

1 - "Number 1, every one should know, check this out!"~ Haha The Boys! :P
2 - Le Birthday, Birth Month and the last digit of le Birth Year :P
3 - Favorite single digit number. And I've never worn it before :)
4 - Just cause I have a number 4 jersey and it looks okay naman :)
7 - CR7! Cristiano Ronaldo FTW!
8 - My luckiest number. :P
11 - 2 number ones! 3 in binary! lolol
15 - Wesley Gonzales' jersey number. Chris Tiu's birthday.
17 - CHRIS TIU! KaRegInna anniv :P
21 - Kwon Yuri! <3
22 - Just cause I was born on Feb. 2 = 02/02
23 - My favorite number! :)
24 - Choi SooYoung! <3
26 - Birthday ni MG  ERASE ERASE ERASE
27 - Wesley Gonzales' birthday :P
36 - Used to like this number alot :P
45 - XB #2's IEC jersey number. "OMG, we have the same number! We're so meant to be!" hihihi~
53 - ohohoh. As in EEE 53, the "Revenge Of The Sith" subject. =))

Beyond math, sometimes numbers say more than letters. Letters can fully articulate what an event means to you but when you associate an event with a number, like monthsaries, anniversaries and birthdays, it just takes a random occurrence of that number to bring that event flooding back into your memory. Maybe it's just me and my frustrated mathematician weirdness, but when I come across numbers in exams or in car license plates, I remember the various people, things and events that I associate with those numbers.

Beyond math and Rayton's "1 + 1 = 0" theory, we can also assign values or rather, variable feelings to numbers. I like 22 because that's my birthday but I remember that it was also the 22nd of January that I realized that I have feelings for the comebacking l'amour d'hier (pwedeng CLADH for short? HAHAHA). 22 is a bit bittersweet because of that. Same goes with 26. My beloved bombastarr friend Karla was born on a 26th and so is CLADH. Ondoy happened on September 26. I guess this is what makes a number "good" or "bad" for me. Depending on what feeling surfaces when I come across that number.

Letters and numbers. I guess that's how you can describe my world. :P

They ask us to give love on Christmas day. I am sure to have received love not just today, but also everyday, for the past 359 days; enough reason to continuously believe in humanity. I don't think I can ever give back love equal to or even half of the love that the people in my life have given me. I also love people in ways that I know they can never return but I guess that's just Christmas Spirit right there. The more you give, the more you have.

To the people who continuously show me that I am entitled to love, kindness and presents (in cash or in kind) even if it's not December, namely:

My Family: Dad, Mom, Abbey and Renz. Aunts, Uncles and Cousins. Grandmother.
-May we spend more Christmases together; complete, happy and a little less sober. <3 Haha.

My College Friends: Gosh you are so many but I love all of you dearly!
-May our Christmases be warm with or without someone to cuddle with. I know that my Christmas is warmer because I know that you guys are always beside and behind me all the way. I love you all. Words cannot express how thankful I am for all of you. For all the love, support, loyalty and laughter, my heart fills with gratitude and my eyes, with tears. :')

My High School Friends: Justine, Danielle, Mars, Marny, Jemie, Angela and Pam.
-Girls! I may never seem to miss you, but in my heart there is always a space aching for you. I wish you are all well. I love you too! =))

My Organization, UP ERG: All 155++ of you!
-I've always been so much grateful for being part of the institution that is UP ERG. After our best Engg Week ever, I am ever so proud of being part of this family. I want to thank you guys for the laughter, the help and the support that you guys showed me, Rae, Jas and Jeff. Thank you, Kuya JP for the trust and support. Thank you, Ate Angel, Kuya Ice, Ate Ayrie and Ate Lia, for all their guidance and help. Thank you for giving me a chance to experience this awesome once-in-a-lifetime event. Thank you daughter Jeff for giving it your all. I heart UP ERG. I wish all of you DEP an awesomely Merry Christmas!


...THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU, MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

Yehesss. Christmas message.

Halatang tinatamad ako mag GM =))

Merry Christmas, one and all! =)